"De past," is all I say, but I don't go any further than dat. It don't matter what kinda looks she gives me, what she says, dis ain't anything I can explain to her. To anyone, really, but 'specially not to her. Let her find out if she has to, but I can't tell her what I did. "One night dat changed me, and not for de better. If you really care 'bout me, Rogue, you'll leave it at dat."